My baby Gem will be 4 years old tomorrow. It is hard for me to wrap my head around that. I was right there with my baby girl when Kristin's joy was born. She has been a bundle of joy, chaos, love, tears, giggles, dirty diapers and that was just me!! She has been a Joy to me and is becoming more of a Joy to me. She helps me come in her house and helps get around. I love her more each day. We've had so many good times.
For the past couple of days I have been going through a very rough MS episode. It feels like I'm losing touch with reality. Don't know what to do about that. I can barely function throughout the day. I can take care of myself, David cooks but he's been doing that for a while anyway. I know I have many things to make decisions about but I am unable to sit down and do it.