Monday, September 1, 2014

9/1/14 - MS stinks

MS reared it's ugly head yesterday and quite possibly today.  The heat and humidity literally sucked all the energy out of me yesterday.  I could barely put one foot in front of the other.  Every nerve ending was stinging and vibrating.  I hate this crap!  I also think I'm getting a cold or having some allergy thing going on.  I had wanted to go out to Camp last night for the hymn sing but couldn't.  I took some Nyquil last night and my regular night-time meds and slept fairly well until 0530, which is my normal wake up time.  Now this morning, I'm drinking my second cup of coffee and still little to no energy.  I wanted to clean my kitchen today and tomorrow.  Not sure I can start it today.  When I feel like this I think I'm letting others down, especially myself.  I can't be relied on most times.  I push myself to do things that I don't feel like doing.  That pushing hurts me in the future, it wears me out days ahead.  I find out that my pain med is now a controlled substance and even though I have one refill left I have to get a new script.  I doubt that will happen and my GP won't perscribe it so...back to pain management I guess.  That means I'll be out of meds for a while.  I'm blue!

I wish...Better days are coming.

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